everything about her

to my love ones

2012-01-23T03:33:00.000+08:00

To all my family,

im so sorie i can't help much nw bt just b ur listening hear n e place to share ur prob..

im so stress wen i tink abt e pro

bt i noe my dad n mum is e most stress2 person

thnks to my abg yo2

i realli2 thnks to u alot

i noe u try ur best to understand all our feeling

ur have pampered me a lot wif all the thing(ipad wif internet,desktop,money n evena trip fer us to happi)

i didn't fer tat all bt i appreciate it a lot

i dunnoe hw to repay u bck bt i promise

"i will study hard,achieved my dream,make our family proud n be a resposible daughter/sister.."

thnks also fer e initiative to make our family bonding like last tyme.

and understand me veri well..

thnks to ibu n kak nurul fer helping to save e house

i appreciate it very much...

im speechless..

u guys r like my own blood family

to bro sufian

pls come bck home n stop running away from e prob..

i noe u r stress wif all e prob..

neither u nor us

im so sorie, deeply in my heart i wanna help all of u bt there's ntg i could do nw

e oni things i could do fer u all is to continue study hard..

pls share ur prob wif me..

i dun wan u to keep running away..

i noe u well enuf

u dun like to share ur prob wif ur family..

pls dun do stupid thing outside n do tc of urself..

ur sister miss u so much

keje agak2 ok kesihatan mesti jage

i noe ur big day is coming

insya allah u can save the amount b4 e day..

to all my big family,

thnks fer all ur contribution n effort fer saving this house

so tat we all cn live together

n i cn stay in a house wif my parents n all of u..

tat is the biggest present n way fer me to nt stop studying n continue to achieved my dream..

THANK YOU ALOT!!

:'(

2011-05-12T21:34:00.000+08:00

cn my family be like we use to be b4 like above pic??

let me let out my feeling nw

i cn't take it animore

i pity my papa so much

y u so cruel ar mama??

i noe mayb wen i was small papa treat u bdly

bt cn u tink u have managed ur marriaged wif papa fer like 24 plus years

and nw im already big girl

i nvr complaint of our family situation

i understand last we have lots of money to spent bt nw our situation so diff

both of u r getting older

rite nw both of u shld relax n enjoy ur life

bt since im still skooling i cant help much

i oni cn study smart and hard to get the highest qualification i cn

then i promise i will work n support both of u

i dun one bcos of money both of u alwaes fight

i dun care y fd i get to me plain rice with kitchup is more than enuf

even though bro is quite choosy he cn eat plain rice with kitchup and a egg or ikan bilis

we r so grateful

cn u mama pls dun get this matter up?

we r very grateful to have fd

yes i noe papa attitude sometimes cn be overlimit bt he did this he gt his own reason

i alwaes listen to both of ur feeling

i understand u want to have a happy family and settle all e pro bt mayb itn't e time yet

this is all the obstacle tat god one us to go through

cn we just go on wif e flow

doe u noe all e story abt papa u tell to ur friend all make papa embarrased??

even me i feel embarresesd coz i come from both of u

u alwaes talk to ur friend abt me n blood bro attitude is my father attitude so bd that u alwaes like to condam us??

y must u alwaes make ur useless son who is 30 plus years olds, unresponsible to two kids from his own blood and alwaes make trouble for u proud to ur friends??

sometimes i dun understand u mum

wif the way u treat us i getting more hate to ur son

yes i prefer my second step bro coz even their attitude is e same wif his bro full of lies bt he still care fer u

tat make me proud of him and i dun really care if u make him proud to ur friends

bt u first son is really a bullshit son.

i really hate ank suhaimi!!

fcuk!

i love both of my parents

bt it seems tat nw both of u cnt understand each other bt im e one who understand both of u more

cn u all settle down n talk things out??

it seems to have misunderstood

i cn't talk to both of u coz im still under both of ur control n both of u still support me

i dn want to be called as ungratedful child

it is really difficult to be an only daughter and last child in family.

actuali im currently down wif on/off fever,headache due to e wisdom tooth im suffer

bt mum seem dun want to pampered me bt wen her first son age 30 plus cough a bit she will kanciong find all e herb to make tat child cure bt wen she sick her son doesn't really care abt her

wat actuali happen to u mum

have u close ur hard and eyes to see wat is bd n wat is gd??

haish

trw im going dental to do e surgury and yes my dad is one who gonna fought out his medisave fer me

all this while mum goes hospital he is e one who use his medisave to pay and mum will alwaes us to use my father one instead of her one??

y mama?

y cnt use ur wants sometimes??

y must u be so countless??

papa still have me n bro

futher i dun have any medisave even my own bro

wif his tempelary job and his eye condition

sometimes i feel u love ur first two child more than we from papa n ur child.

u r nt giving ur love equally to all ur child

haish!!!

heart pain feel like dying bt i noe i cn't give up easily.

im sorie mama if anything bd happen to u coz ur heaven is under ur husband leg.

tats wat papa say to me wen he heard ur talk bd abt him to outsiders.

bt i will pray ntg will happen to both u.

I LOVE BOTH OF U AND BRO SUFIAN SO MUCH!!

2011-05-12T20:53:00.000+08:00

cn my family be like we use to be b4 like above pic??
let me let out my feeling nw
i cn't take it animore
i pity my papa so much
y u so cruel ar mama??
i noe mayb wen i was small papa treat u bdly
bt cn u tink u have managed ur marriaged wif papa fer like 24 plus years
and nw im already big girl
i nvr complaint of our family situation
i understand last we have lots of money to spent bt nw our situation so diff
both of u r getting older
rite nw both of u shld relax n enjoy ur life
bt since im still skooling i cant help much
i oni cn study smart and hard to get the highest qualification i cn
then i promise i will work n support both of u
i dun one bcos of money both of u alwaes fight
i dun care y fd i get to me plain rice with kitchup is more than enuf
even though bro is quite choosy he cn eat plain rice with kitchup and a egg or ikan bilis
we r so grateful
cn u mama pls dun get this matter up?
we r very grateful to have fd
yes i noe papa attitude sometimes cn be overlimit bt he did this he gt his own reason
i alwaes listen to both of ur feeling
i understand u want to have a happy family and settle all e pro bt mayb itn't e time yet
this is all the obstacle tat god one us to go through
cn we just go on wif e flow
doe u noe all e story abt papa u tell to ur friend all make papa embarrased??
even me i feel embarresesd coz i come from both of u
u alwaes talk to ur friend abt me n blood bro attitude is my father attitude so bd that u alwaes like to condam us??
y must u alwaes make ur useless son who is 30 plus years olds, unresponsible to two kids from his own blood and alwaes make trouble for u proud to ur friends??
sometimes i dun understand u mum
wif the way u treat us i getting more hate to ur son
yes i prefer my second step bro coz even their attitude is e same wif his bro full of lies bt he still care fer u
tat make me proud of him and i dun really care if u make him proud to ur friends
bt u first son is really a bullshit son.
i really hate ank suhaimi!!
fcuk!
i love both of my parents
bt it seems tat nw both of u cnt understand each other bt im e one who understand both of u more
cn u all settle down n talk things out??
it seems to have misunderstood
i cn't talk to both of u coz im still under both of ur control n both of u still support me
i dn want to be called as ungratedful child
it is really difficult to be an only daughter and last child in family.
actuali im currently down wif on/off fever,headache due to e wisdom tooth im suffer
bt mum seem dun want to pampered me bt wen her first son age 30 plus cough a bit she will kanciong find all e herb to make tat child cure bt wen she sick her son doesn't really care abt her
wat actuali happen to u mum
have u close ur hard and eyes to see wat is bd n wat is gd??
haish
trw im going dental to do e surgury and yes my dad is one who gonna fought out his medisave fer me
all this while mum goes hospital he is e one who use his medisave to pay and mum will alwaes us to use my father one instead of her one??
y mama?
y cnt use ur wants sometimes??
y must u be so countless??
papa still have me n bro
futher i dun have any medisave even my own bro
wif his tempelary job and his eye condition
sometimes i feel u love ur first two child more than we from papa n ur child.
u r nt giving ur love equally to all ur child
haish!!!
heart pain feel like dying bt i noe i cn't give up easily.
im sorie mama if anything bd happen to u coz ur heaven is under ur husband leg.
tats wat papa say to me wen he heard ur talk bd abt him to outsiders.
bt i will pray ntg will happen to both u.
I LOVE BOTH OF U AND BRO SUFIAN SO MUCH!!

2011-03-16T22:05:00.005+08:00

tdae was an awesome dae..

i get to clarify all the things out.

tdae is 16 march and less than few hours im officially 17

in e mrng i received a chocolate fer my advance birthdae from my class rep

im so shock n really appreciated it

to mak:

im seriously sorie if i talk more mlay language than eng coz im nt use to eng tat much n believed me my eng is sucks u cn ask my friends bt i will try to speak eng k.pls dun have any hard feeling wif me aite.

i love everyone of my classmate just like my family.when i scold or approach n correct u it means tat i care fer u ok:)

aft skool

left me n sharifah(so sad everyone went home w/o saying anitink esp liyana)
sent my resume n cover letter
take bus to lot 1 as it was raining just nw(& funny things happen while on e way to bus stop)sharifah u noe it
went to voguen another two shop(idk e name) to look fer sharifah dress

went to kiddy palace to look fer bby set fer bf niece (above)who just born on 12 march (wanted to have same birthdae wif bf niece bt she is so active n can't wait to go out from her mummy tummy)so cute of her n im gonna buy u some present . i n ur uncle will be visiting u n ur mum soon.welcum sweety to e new werld.
aft tat went to pizza to accompany sharifah

n here it goes e surprise birthdae party from my beautiful ladies(liyana,sharifah n ayuni)

they noe i alwaes go bck wif sharifah so they left me wif her

while ayuni n liyana went to pizza hut to order n get ready fer e surprise

((i thought i wouldn't get any surprise for my birthdae like last year my friends n cuzz did

i feel tat none of them will celebrate my birthdae n it like a nrml dae as everyone is bz

im sad bt wats more important is i just one my love ones to pour their love to me even though i love surprise)

continue

conversation wif sharifah

sharifah:ey accompany me to pizza hut

me:ok(though she want to ask abt some promotion of pizza hut having

she went straight in n the person n counter look suspicious

me in mind(wat strg wif this girl crazy or who is she meeting)

(i looked ard n i didn't see anione

sharifah:walk ar..

me:huh??n i look ard me slowly and i saw this two lady ayuni n liyana smile widely)

i was like so shock n oni god noe

i feel so touch.

n they wish me hapi advance birthdae

they celeb tdae coz liyana gg fer her holidae tomorrow

liyana pass me all e present n a birthdae card from OC'S,liyana,sharifah n ayuni

while i was reading it i can't control my emotion im so touch wif it

i try to hide my tears wif e birthdae card cover my face bt this sharifah notice n make announcement to them

ahaha

yes i cry bcos of joy

it show me hw u really care n treat me.

even though we noe each other less than a year u all have show me ur love like we noe fer years

u all starve(thn lapa)urself during lunch just to save money to treat me n bought me a present

u shown me a lot of effort u all had made fer my dae n i won't ferget it

guest wat it my first tyme to get to eat pizza meal at pizza hut restaurant in singapore

to my ladies(liyana,sharifah n ayuni

i wanna thnk u all veri much.

i dunnoe wat to said oni god noe hw i felt bt wat i will said is im really happy k i love ur surprise & present so much.

ONCE AGAIN THNK TO ALL MY LADIES

SYG KORG BNYK

next i wanna go wild2 wet tomorrow as bf gt free tckt(thought of bring my most closed cuzz faii n her bf bt they r nt free)

sad bt wta to do

haiz

nvr mind mayb next tyme

n another of my close cuzz kak mei2

wanted to made some plan wif bro to bash me bt bro is werking

ahaha

to bd.let see if u will get to bash me huh?lol

i kinda miss my bro nw even its oni two dae we didn't get to talk to each other

sumpah aku rindu kau!!birthdae aku tk dpt gurau ngan aku agy hmm sbab kau alek lmbt

bt e tyme kau alek aku da tydo

aku angun gy skola kau ngan tydo

e oni dae i cn meet u is fri nite or wkend

haiya bt nvr mind coz i noe u want to find money n i dun want anyone to criticized u

i hate it wen anyone hurt u coz i love u so much bro

u r my one n oni blood bro & sibling i have

u tc oke.♥

nw im having a multi feeling

sad:coz im having running nose n i feel im gonna fall sick soon wat a dae birthdae coming n im gonna fall sick,bro nt here n i think he,future sis in law n cuzz will ferget abt my birthdae

happy:i get lots of present,pizza hut treat n tomorrow gg to wild2 wet

scared:tomorrow im gonna skip fer two hours lesson hopefully i won't get caught.hehe

tats all oke

THNKS LADIES N MAK

will update soon:)

pictures is wif sharifah

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2011-03-16T19:20:00.001+08:00

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2011-03-06T01:17:00.007+08:00

im bck again just to update my blog

the purpose of updating this blog is to let out my feeling that im facing rite nw.

firstly abt my family members

to my dearest mother:

alharmdulillah her operation goes well

dun b sad k mama n alwaes remember that i still love u even though u r nt like us animore

pls dun pull urself down due to tat matter

haiz i dun now why u always like to find fault wif me mother

u noe wat it hurtful wen u scold me

i love u so much bt u alwaes like to find fault wif me

bt nvr mind

i will try to understand u k mother

GET WELL SOON & I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WAT!!

to my dearest father:

i really pity u bt i can't do aniting at e moments

wat i cn do is study hard,get a gd job and help u

i will try my best to be a gd daughter to u k father

i hope u really mean wat u said last wed

pls dun go n live me even i have marry

i want u to see ur grandchildren to grow.

b strg k father i understand u have a lot pro..

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

to my dearest bro sufian

i love u so much and i care fer u

pls b a person who have human sense

i dun one anione to hate u

n its hurtful wen ppl said bad thing or hate u

and pls dun be naughty in messy the house

ur sister here tired u noe

nid to house chores n hw

pls get a job asap n dun alwaes enjoy u won't benefit anitin

n dun get wrng nt i dun want to let u relax or have fun bt

like i said i dun want ppl to said bd thing abt u bro n furthermore u shld start save ur money

soon u will be marry

i hope u understand me k

wen i nag it doesn't mean i hate or don't love u

I LOVE & CARE ABT U SO MUCH!!

to my dearest step brother

i dun noe wat goes wrong wif u

i though wen u was release u will become a better person

bt i heard all abt ur bad side from ppl

haiz i feel disappointed

b4 tis i and papa have high hope on u bt den u pull us down

wat happen to u??b4 tis u wasn't like tis

bt i noe u care abt me

i do care abt u too

wat i can do is just hope u will change to be a better person pls

u r old enuf to think

pls change fer better.

to my dearest kak nurul

i noe u hurt smtng tat hurt u

bt just bear wif it, if i hurt u im sorie

u did help in doing house chores

pls b more helpful sister

n futhermore it gd fer u to practice

soon u will b a wife and mayb a mother

so u shld noe hw to balance ur werk,house chore and enjoy.

i understand u r tired aft werking n do house chores bt wen u off pls help ok

just treat e house like ur house,ok?

sorie if i hurt u

i treat u like my own sister

I LOVE U SO MUCH TOO K SISTER

i seriously stress

who gonna help mama fetch her aft her dressing??

im skool,papa werking,soon bro werking n all werking

and all e clothes is waiting to be iron

i hate ironing all e cloths coz it make me hot

furthermore i dun have enuf time to do tat

i'm dilemma to wait fer mama to iron e cloths bt then im to tied to do all tat

tdae i take tis time to wash toilet,wash all clothes,towel and hanging all e clothes n towel,sweept the floor,mop the floor.

supposedly i shld attend a talk tdae and revise fer my coming exam bt i didn't manage to do it

my gastric keep on coming even i had took my medicine and it make me difficult to do my werk

backbone pain and migraine start again.

haiz hopefully i won't fall sick again

this year is my impt year to hi-nitec

k tats all

nw i wanna talk abt my r/s

to my lovely bby boi

seriously i dun wat gonna happen to our r/s

u noe i hate it wen u give me a empty promise

u kept me waiting and u didn't turn up

i only have u to express my feeling bt then u make feel angry and disappointed wif u

if u dun have enuf money just tell me earlier n dun make ani promise wif me

and rite nw im really2 nid u

bt u seem nt to understand

u r nt sweet like u use too

u noe wat i see all ur brothers r so sweet wif theirs gf

bt i tink mayb it they r just new

i really miss e old time

hw sweet u r like sugar

or mayb issit bcoz of my figure ,face and attitude that have change

and it make u more feel irritated wif me??

i really feel jealous wen i see my frineds and cuz

who have couple and last veri long than us still they r being so sweet to each other

y can't us b like them bby boi??

i love u so much

bt its hurtful

sometimes u care abt others more wen ur bbg girl nid u.

u noe i hate that person bt still u keep cntcting

u seems nt to understand me

nw e only thing is just kept quiet n just let the scared in my heart like tat..

tis mnth is my birthdae bt i had to go through all e bitter and sour

on my birthdae i just hope ppl ard me will pour their love to me sincerely

tats all i waned nt more

tats all i wanna said.

:'(

2011-03-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

found this poster on someone tumbir and i find its true

Girl Language.

thetruthisilove:

When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
When I ignore you, give me your attention.
When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

2011-02-26T15:49:00.004+08:00

guess wat, it's been 3 daes staright we didn't cntct each other even a msg.

its break record we nvr been like tis long b4

yeah i admit im ego

it goes same to him

we r both ego

bt i swear i try my best to control tis feeling

i miss his smelly armpit

i miss his voice

i miss his love

i miss his jokes

i miss his cuteness attitude

i miss his handsome face

i just miss everitink abt him

i just stand fer my rite

i know im nt worng tats e reason y i didn't cntct him

wats happening to us syg??

yeah mayb im at fault adding all e people

i just miss werking wif them at least i cn make cntct wif them

i siad it a lot of time my heart is fer u pls dun worry abt my heart

coz my heart had been lock by u dear

its key is wif u n no one cn take it

haiz

sometimes i think negative

i think mayb he had a new one

bt if its true u had a new one

den i will let u go

i swear i won't disturb u animore

watever it is its nt wat i really hope

bt if it happen i can't do anitink

lets bygone be bygones

i leave it all to faith im nt strg enuf bt i will try my veri best.

love u my dear.

2011-02-19T01:39:00.001+08:00

see this pretty lady on e left side??

she is v.pretty n she also veri pretty in her heart ok

i dun noe y some guys r stupid to hurt her n let her go easily

to my friend/sister SHARIFAH AQIDAH

u r so sweet,pretty,friendly,kind n my badut patner

i really love u

u r like my sister

i dun want u to cry over tat person

he dun deserve ur tears

i noe u love him veri much

it is nt easy fer u to let go

all e words/opinion tat u heard from ur friends seems easy fer them to do it

bt i noe its super damn hard fer u to do tat

i have gone through tat stage b4

i noe u r a strg girl

i noe hw u felt if u nid to let it out

just share wif me

i won't laugh at u or said smtng bd abt u.PROMISE

sometimes bt letting it out to somebdi u will feel relieve a bit

bt if u r shy or wat.just let it out through ur twitter or mayb diary k.

dun care wat ppl said abt u,as long as u noe who u r

wat i noe u r v. pretty in ur figure,face n in ur heart too.

yeah i may noe u fer just 2 mnth plus bt i cn see who u r.

so my sister sharifah pls cheer up

dun tink so much abt him

just move on

i will try to guide u k

i will also try to make u laugh like u alwaes do

i will be ur full time badut.

dun ferget u still have other frineds n i believe they love u too

need me just kol,msg or talk to me face to face k

peribahasa"ilang satu sepuluh dtg"

i will alwaes pray fer u tat u will find/get a guy who really love u

who apreciate u from who u r instead of wat u have.

n leading a happy life.

and i also believe in karma wat goes ard comes ard.

cheer up k.

i have some song fer u to hear.

i hope it will help u to relax ur mind :)

and lastly tis fer u aft sedih2 n tenangkn fikiran

2011-02-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

im bck..

wee~

mama had been discharge since yesterdae.

alharmdulillah ntg happen to my mum she just nid a lot of rest n follow up her nxt check up.

im starting to get bz wif all e projects, assignment,and other activities.

i will try my very best to go fer higher nitec.

im tink i cn make it bt i just nid to put a lot of effort.

i will strive fer it:)

hope i will achieved my dream to become a teacher one dae..

just nw i bought my bro a pancake from mr bean n beancurd fer mama

i love them k since they r at home one whole dae so i bought tham some fd.

bt my bro was sleeping like pig from mrning till 7 plus pm

i wanted to wake him up bt he is already wake up and finish eating e pancake i left fer him and pretend sleeping.

cute kn my beylo bro..

aft tat went kfc wif bought burger zinger meal fer mama

another zinger meal we bought is for us to share sweet tk kite adik bradik??

haha

i love it wen my family members start to b close wif me.

coz i dun want to be apart from them:)

GET WELL SOON MAMA!

next i want to express abt my r/s

haiz i dunnoe wats happening

he had been sarcastic wif me since wed

coz i went bck to my sec to collect my testimonial n cert at e same time meet my mlay girls plus hanis

aft tat myrah wanna treat us fer dinner and we chit chat n i didn't kol him

at tat tyme im feeling a bit beylo.

im stress.

i wanna chit chat wif my friends, thinking abt my mother n my test e next dae.so many things in my mind.

seriously i didn't entertain my friends tat much

i noe its my fault nt to call him bt i tink he shld understand me a bit.

haiz he hd been sulking wif me from last wed till nw

i noe e way he talk is sarcastic and he is angry wif me

at e same time i noe u miss me n still love me rite??

if nt u wldn't want to call me.

i love u more than u do n i miss u more .

im sorie i shout to u on e phone

i just dun have md.

it is out of sudden mayb due to red light thingy

i hope u understand n fergive me pls.

pls dun nag at me at e same time

i noe my mistake k.

im so so sorie

i was listening too all e song tat he give me two years ago.

i feel like crying aft listening to all e song

i still remember all sweet memories and sour memories

i really appreciate u in ma life IMRAN BIN ROSELY

i hope we will last forever.

to all outsider pls2 dun seperate us.

i will try my veri best to save my love.

lastly i love u papa imran.fergive me k

2011-02-15T08:07:00.000+08:00

yesterdae i ngan bby boi had solve our problem.

i guess nw he understand me more

i admit i am a very sensitives person.

i dun noe hw to ger rid of this stupid feeling bt tats natural rite??

i love him so much.

yesterdae was also very tiring and hot day.

i feel like fainiting due to e weather n not enough slip

my eye pain coz cry to much.

surf me rite.hehe

gt hm, spent time wif family n bf.

n i flat all e way till just nw mrng.

ite skool is much more bz n tired!!

to my handsome,caring n sweet bf

i had fergive u

pls dun hurt me animore coz im very sensitives person

i love u so much

and my wish is to last long wif u foever n nt end up going separate ways.

i hope we cn stop all our small argument coz dis is ridicules

i hope we cn understand each other due to our bz daily routine.

bt still i will trymy best to spent time wif u on wkend.

lastly.my bf help my mother do house chores and he oso learn hw to cook.

he cooked fer my family n me black pepper chick.

it veri nice.

gd jb syg

i love u!

imon love is still alive ok.

happy ending aft all:)

2011-02-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

how i wish i havea bf who caring n supportive
seriously i feel like giving up my 2 yrs 5 mnth++ r/s

o feel like it's nt meaningful animore our r/s
haiz
i want a guy tat understand me

nvr hurt me alwaes support me in doing all e gd things

n most important is accept me from who i am istead what i am

sorie bf if u read tis post n feel sad/angry

wat u feel is 100 X i felt

speechless,confuse and hurtful:(

lets see wats gonna happen nxt

guys alwaes nvr appreciated girls

guys will oni love n like a pretty girl who have figure n face..

hopefully all guys outside there who lookd at figure and face on a girl will last long

2011-02-11T22:40:00.001+08:00

tis few daes my r/s sucks.

i hate it.i feel like being alone bt i can't leave w/o him.

i love him so much n i miss him so much.

no one know wat i feel onli god noe.

usually he will kol me a lot of time bt since his line was cut off

he can't kol me

i understand bt y can't he kol me like once or twice talk wif me for a few minutes??

busy??

bt y last tyme he have tyme to talk to me every min every sec he will text or even kol me

bt nw??

haiz

i seriously like giving up.

i know i no longer tat pretty

i no longer tat slim

everithing change so quickly

ppl may said tat wah u two r swit n have a quite long r/s.

yes i admit it's quite long bt it's really hard to go this far.

i have too go through all sour moment in order to get tis fa r/s.

i miss everithing i miss my bf so much

i miss all my sec life, friendsand teachers!!

ite n sec friends r so different

i dun blame tat as we just noe eachother.

my sec friends know me v.well and they even noe e bd moments tat i go through.

thnks my sec skool friends u all nvr fail to give me ur hands n listening ear wen i in nid..

especially my mlay girls,hanis n e mly boy.

i love u all a lot ok:)

i oso love my ite friends ok..

i will alwaes be their full time badut/clown

im glad tat i made all of u laugh to all my stupid action

actually i didn't do it on purpose bt e way i nmlly act it seems to make u all feel happy.

im okay wif it.

u all r one of e reason tat i alwaes wanna come skool ok

this is my pri skool mate..

guess wat??i still cntct wif each other.they r my first 2nd family

i love them a lot.

i miss all our nerdy and childish time.it's a sweet memory to me:)

hoping my r/s gonna be ok soon.pls god save our love cn??

gonaa meet all sec friends again especially noramirah.

u r e one i hd difficulty to meet e rest is alwaes ard me.

n make a reunion fer my pri skool.

2010-11-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

bro had finish his watch at leg

so nw he is freedom to go aniwhere which is i dun really like cause he will go out and come bck late

hahaha

on e 2 nov fetch bro from his holidae.

went off to geylang and had our lunch there.kakak nurul treat

den went to find some of e items fer bro engage

aft tat went to Nuh fer my appoinment

and e result is im fine there ntg on my head bt im confirm i suffer a migrane

one e 3 nov i werking till fri.

sat sun off spent tyme wif family.

mon to thurs continue werking

fri took off to sent mak off to airport as she is going to haji

i hope mak will go and come bck savely

aft tat went to bedok wif abg daris and kak shida took do a new master card fer bf

aft tat went to esplanade and marina square.window shopping and had our lunch at kfc.

chit chat wif bf and off to yew tee.

bought some gift fer papa as yesterdae was his birthdae.

hang out wif my cuzz sis ,her friend,bf and bro

her birthdae happen to be same date wif papa

happy birthdae kaka

cuss sis slip my house as she gt pro and i felt so sad and pity her

she gt lots of pro and her birthdae i didn't give aniting to her.

bt i hope u understand me.

sorie again kakak i didn't treat u well as im so tired and fall asleep..

tis few daes i didn't get enough slip and rest.

tdae i slip like pig,wake up eat,clean e store wif bro,bf and mama

i had fun clean wif them

especially bro

cause it is really hard to ask him join me cleaning e store or house

im so grateful and thank you fer helping me

we joke around and get scolded wif mum while e store bt i really had fun

aft cleaning eat meggie,watch tv and fall asleep again.

bf wake me up,spent time wif him and bath to fresh myself.

and nw im starting to fall asleep again.

tomorrow mayb i will visit grandpa at CGH

so nw i wanna slip as i promise bf to slip at 1

will update more soon:)

some picture

i love u so much imran rosely

2010-10-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

hello2 people!!

hari nie ddk uma tk gy ane..

so mls nk kuar n no plan pn

angun pagy gy psar den meet papa skali kt ut aru alek werk

ksian papa pnat

alek den sarapan thosai aft tat kite watch paranormal activity 2

hmm story dier ok lar nt bad

ntg much lar tdae bt tomorrow im going out wif papa,kak nurul,faii n ahpeet

going to Escape Theme Park

yeah2 as papa got 5 tickets so ajak lar cuzz and future sister to tag along

i hope i will enjoy and relax my mind

this few dae i had my bd headache aft one or two mnths i thinks

issit bcoaz i dun have enough blood or im suffering from??

tis tue i will get to noe y i always had tis bd headache

hopefully ntg bad or serious happen to me

insyaallah amin.

tue oso will one of e best dae bro coming bck from his two wk holidae.

wee~

to my dear boi im

i'm so sorry abt just nw ok

mayb it way i talk and action make u stress and hurt u

im totally sorry

i didn't mean tat ok

i want u to noe tat i love u sincerely and nt wat u have

im grateful to have u in my life ok

i love u~

2010-10-29T01:22:00.002+08:00

to my dearest boi im

i love u so much and i nvr wish to be a part of u

im seriuosly glad to own a bf like u

bt i need u too understand me pls

i need ur support and trust

im werking veri hard to support my family especially my mother

i oso want earn more money to enjoy myself wif u e one i really love

tdae there's nt enough people so almost all who work in e mrng todae have to OT

i just want to find more money

i swear wif e name of Allah

i work fer e seek of my mother and tried to help my famili and i want to get some of my stuff wif my own money .

i swear im seriously in working and im nt bitching ard.

yesh i admit some of e girl werking in e hotel and their attitude is becoming worst and they like to bitch ard.

bt trust me i wont bitch ard.

e main purpose i work is tat i want money to help my mother and e same time i want to enjoy myself wif u

all this while i had been budjet watever i want i can't get coz of financial

so e oni place tat i can earn a lot and wif in "halal" way is in e htl

i had found my mr right which is u.

my heart is fully taken by u.

pls dun ever think im like the others girl u may noe

im totally different ok

bt if u reali2 wanna leave me

i will let u go

mayb im nt gd enough fer u

bt i will always love u and remeber u.

i also will like to thank u veri much

i can't repay ur kindness bt allah will bless you ok

i love u so much

i leave it all to u.

i hope u choose properly syg...

mama love pap so much<3

2010-10-27T19:54:00.000+08:00

i have request to work mon to fri without fail unless i nid to take off by next wk

lets see wat happen if nt im gonna find new werk i guess

tdae sent mama to poly den off home

cook fer famili nasi grg cili padi and white fried rice for mum

tdae i had a very bd stomach cramps due to menses and rite nw suddenly my bd headache came bck and i fefl like vomiting..

i guess i gonna slip early tdae mayb aft i bath den i slip

i need rest

tomorrow werking 7 am in mrng..

tired bt nvr mind at least i get money for my family and my expenses

i need a new spec and new cntct lens(expired oreadi bt still wear)

ouh yarh it's so troublesome to get my bro fer tagging..

need new line lar so leceh

bt still i love my bro so have to sacrifies and it also like a present his gf

his birthdae i couldn't give her aniting so tis is e oni think i an do is get my bro out and let them feel happy n enjoy their life together:)

next my closed cuzz bro haiz..

hopefully ntg will happen to him tomorrow.

pls2 i dun want u to go fer tat holidae!!haiz..

ok lar till here ehk my headaches is getting worst.

i need bath n slip nw n off to slip

nites2,s.d and will update blog soon aite:)

2010-10-24T21:37:00.002+08:00

Hari ini sungguh boring!!

narie aku kmas uma ume.

sapu,mop,kutip aju,cuci aju,jemoh aju,angkt kain,gosok aju,msk mkn tgh ari

pnat sgt2..

tibe je aku bingget.

mane tah bingget aku da gosok aju n lipat mak aku jatuh kn..

haiz nie lar org tue kn lau skt terpakse lar bersabar n lyn kn karena dier

tdy aku marah dier sbab dier suke nah manje kn ank dier yg tk gune tu(my 1st abg tiri)

so wat if dier nk msk do i have to pampered him while he nvr pampered me

i cook fer bf pn sbab dier bkn nye org umah pe

pls lar mama i love u a lot and i just dun like u to pampered him so much.

lau nk pn agak2 lar umor dar 30++ da jdi bpk org pn

i'm sorie k mama

i really miss my bro so much and i really mean it

yan cpt lar alek pls3

i love u so much

aku cry tau kau tkde..

hmm teruk btol kn aku kalah kak nurul.

mane tk nye kau lar abg aku satu2 nye and agy pn aku tkde tmn nie kt uma

lau kau ade kau slalu uat aku ketawe,marah,bbl2,happy

hopefully u will be bck soon k

insya allah, amin

nw currently im werking part time at Marina Mandarin

im oso confuse shld i continue or nt??

bf mum tk suke bt i realli nid money

dilemma gaji kt MM quite bsar mane agy lei aku dpt gaji bsar secare halal??

im sorie again cik fer e time being i have to werk there k

pls dun tink negative i will tc of myself

rite nw oso im looking fer another part time job sbab kt mm kdg2 ade kdg2 tkde 1 wk 2-3 daes je keje and it like brape jam je..sape2 de recommand pls.if cn i want admin or sales.

2010-10-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

Hari ini sungguh boring!!
narie aku kmas uma ume.
sapu,mop,kutip aju,cuci aju,jemoh aju,angkt kain,gosok aju,msk mkn tgh ari
pnat sgt2..
tibe je aku bingget.
mane tah bingget aku da gosok aju n lipat mak aku jatuh kn..
haiz nie lar org tue kn lau skt terpakse lar bersabar n lyn kn karena dier
tdy aku marah dier sbab dier suke nah manje kn ank dier yg tk gune tu(my 1st abg tiri)
so wat if dier nk msk do i have to pampered him while he nvr pampered me
i cook fer bf pn sbab dier bkn nye org umah pe
pls lar mama i love u a lot and i just dun like u to pampered him so much.
lau nk pn agak2 lar umor dar 30++ da jdi bpk org pn
i'm sorie k mama

i really miss my bro so much and i really mean it
yan cpt lar alek pls3
i love u so much
aku cry tau kau tkde..
hmm teruk btol kn aku kalah kak nurul.
mane tk nye kau lar abg aku satu2 nye and agy pn aku tkde tmn nie kt uma
lau kau ade kau slalu uat aku ketawe,marah,bbl2,happy
hopefully u will be bck soon k
insya allah, amin

nw currently im werking part time at Marina Mandarin
im oso confuse shld i continue or nt??
bf mum tk suke bt i realli nid money
dilemma gaji kt MM quite bsar mane agy lei aku dpt gaji bsar secare halal??
im sorie again cik fer e time being i have to werk there k
pls dun tink negative i will tc of myself
rite nw oso im looking fer another part time job sbab kt mm kdg2 ade kdg2 tkde 1 wk 2-3 daes je keje and it like brape jam je..sape2 de recommand pls.if cn i want admin or sales.

2010-10-24T21:30:00.002+08:00

Hari ini sungguh boring!!

narie aku kmas uma ume.

sapu,mop,kutip aju,cuci aju,jemoh aju,angkt kain,gosok aju,msk mkn tgh ari

pnat sgt2..

tibe je aku bingget.

mane tah bingget aku da gosok aju n lipat mak aku jatuh kn..

haiz nie lar org tue kn lau skt terpakse lar bersabar n lyn kn karena dier

tdy aku marah dier sbab dier suke nah manje kn ank dier yg tk gune tu(my 1st abg tiri)

so wat if dier nk msk do i have to pampered him while he nvr pampered me

i cook fer bf pn sbab dier bkn nye org umah pe

pls lar mama i love u a lot and i just dun like u to pampered him so much.

lau nk pn agak2 lar umor dar 30++ da jdi bpk org pn

i'm sorie k mama

i really miss my bro so much and i really mean it

yan cpt lar alek pls3

i love u so much

aku cry tau kau tkde..

hmm teruk btol kn aku kalah kak nurul.

mane tk nye kau lar abg aku satu2 nye and agy pn aku tkde tmn nie kt uma

lau kau ade kau slalu uat aku ketawe,marah,bbl2,happy

hopefully u will be bck soon k

insya allah, amin

nw currently im werking part time at Marina Mandarin

im oso confuse shld i continue or nt??

bf mum tk suke bt i realli nid money

dilemma gaji kt MM quite bsar mane agy lei aku dpt gaji bsar secare halal??

im sorie again cik fer e time being i have to werk there k

pls dun tink negative i will tc of myself

rite nw oso im looking fer another part time job sbab kt mm kdg2 ade kdg2 tkde 1 wk 2-3 daes je keje and it like brape jam je..sape2 de recommand pls.if cn i want admin or sales.

2010-10-23T15:29:00.001+08:00

im bck readers

Finally,my N-lvl paper had finished

all e paper was quite ok

bt EBS paper i dun noe wat will happen.

so nw im hoping for a gd result.

insya allah :)

hari raya wasn't tat fun or great

the best part was first dae of raye.

coz i get to be wif my family

appologies to each others.

this year i didn't really go out to celebrate hari raya

due to n-lvl and i can't join my friends to clebrate hari ray wif them due to sore eyes.

bt its ok mayb next time .

to all my cuzzen,friends and neighbour im sorry i can't get e chance togo ur house due to my n-lvl(bkn nk step pandai or wat it is coz i need to buck up on my study aft so long break due to my buttock operation and wen im free to go i happen to get a sore eyes)

so yarh reason stated ok

bro birthdae fall on 2 october

happy belated birthdae to u.

cought him a cake to celebrate

wanted to make him a surprise bt at last he noe while im out

hehe

bt i hope u hapi ok my bro boncet

luv u alot:)

tomorrow is my graduation day

nw im finding a part time werk.anyone??

if have do recommand me aite:)ty

2010-08-10T21:04:00.015+08:00

tomorrow i will start my schooling again,YEAH

just went fer dressing my wounds getting better bt still there's a small hole.

went fer head check up alone and den papa came as he care fer me.

will have a head scan on 25 auh.

hopefully everitink go fine ,just a migrane will do(nt expected to more than tat)

nw i understand y i close to papa more den mama..

coz papa pampered me a lot even though he is quite strict bt he noe hw to talk to me properly.

bt still i love my mama n papa

nt to ferget my bro sufian/param

btw he bought me a bag at KL went he went for a holidae trip

ty bro,syg kau

I LOVE MY FAMILY,BF,CUZZ & FRIENDS

Bsok bermula lar hari bagi semua umat2 islam berpuasa.

kecuali pmpn yg dtg head atau pn org yg skt

aku ingin skali utk berpusa full tpy takdir tk mengizinkn.

jdi saya ingin bangun pagy utk siap kn sahur bagi anggota keluarga saya yg puase.

in advance,

SELAMAT BERPUASA UMAT2 ISLAM/HAPPY FASTING MNTH FOR ALL MUSLIMS

mohon maaf atas segale kesilapan ku atau menyinggung perasaan sesiapa

fergive me people if i gt hurt or make mistake wif you.

2010-08-05T21:24:00.006+08:00

i feel restless..

i can't concentrate onmy study..

i can't absord e knowledge tat i try

all e wrksheet i tried to do all seem nt rite.

my mind keep on thinking cn i pass my n-lvl??

pls i want to pass my n-lvl

i want to top student in singapore

cn i be one pls

my mc have been extanded to 18 aug

my prelim had start tdae bt i'm still at home

tomorrow aft dressing im going to my school

i wanna beg my teacher pls to let me come skool n let me stay in e class for all e subject im taking so tat means i wanna ask my friends who take BCL and MATH(NT) to move ard as i can't move alot even for EBS aft i have done my coursework.only for CPA no choice have to walk a bit.

pls teachers and principal i wanna go skool.

I WANT TO STUDY!!

im so worried.

hopefully everitink will go fine

tdae my hubby play a prank on me

yesterdae he promise me to spent time and slip my house

bt just nw ard 6++ i kol he said he getting ready

bt at 7++ he msg me tat he cncle to come my house as he was to tired

i feel down aft read his msg bcos his promise cn't be use

i hate people who break his promise.

bt 8 ++ he was in front of my gate

i greet him and he gave me a kiss at my forehead

ahaha

i love it!!

bt e sad things is we can't spent time..

papa took him out to help papa transfer my aunt furniture to a place

hmph

pity hubby confirm he tired..

i won't disturb him tdae

bt at least i feel happy and won't feel worry forhim cause he rite in front of me ltr

rite nw someone who jelous of my relationship noe tat im patch wif hubby bck.

so pls ehk tkmo jelous and dun u try to break us a part.

im sure u will regret if u do so

i mean it.

CLASSPHOTO

I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS AND TEACHERS!!

HOPE THEY MISS ME TOO.

2010-08-03T23:19:00.009+08:00

On 3 Aungust 2010 is e dae i patch bck wif him.

yes all of u may i said im world or e best werd is"macam phm"

ok yes i try my very best to move on n ferget him.

yesterdae he text me wen i was abt to slip.

he told me he just wake up coz he's nt feeling well and having a headache.

i did fight bck bt he keep on saying tat he is sick and he doesn't want to play my heart.

he did give me his letter at 2 am++

bt tat was nt wat i want.

again we fight2 til 4++am almost 5 am.

he said he just want me bck and so on

truely said i really weak n tired.

aft thinking for a few times.

i admit i can't leave without him.

he is my e other half and i try to trust him like i use to be before.

i dun wish to seperate wif him coz i really love him and i regard his family like my own.

i love his family especially his parent.

his mum "mak" did visit me when i sick.i can't ferget all of this

his dad "abah"always give us advise and hope we could last long

i don't wish to hurt his parent n my parents.

i admit i still afraid tat it would repeat again.

i dun wish to be hurt again.its really painful.

i hope we will last long forever.

insya allah.amin

***people out there.

i dun wish u to be my third party in our relatioship.

i hate u and i'll nvr ferget and fergive u.

PLS DUN BE GREEDY.IT WON'T BRING U ANYWHERE AND EVEN

HAPPINESS.APPRECIATED WAT U HAVE.:)

syg gave me tis song wen he met me just nw.

he said this song is for me.

Ooooh yeahhh Oohhhh

We had a date, I stood you up

You tried to call, but I didn't pick up

See, I forgot about our plans, please forgive your man

For ruining your night so many times

[BRIDGE]

I'm sorry, I know you're mad

And I don't wanna be like every other man that you had

So I'm stopping all these childish things

Girl, you mean too much to me

Your love is worth too much to lose

[CHORUS]

Girl, I know I broke your heart

And trusting me is really hard

But watch how quick I change my ways

Starting today (today)

Today (today)

Starting today (today)

I know that I'm the one to blame

You say every man's the same

But watch how quick I change my ways

Starting today (today)

Today (today)

Starting today (today)

Girl, I'm starting today

It's hard to play the Kiss-and-make-up Game

And I apologize for the man I became

And if I could do it all again

I wouldn't hurt my best friend

And I'll throw away all my selfish ways

[BRIDGE]

I'm sorry, I know you're mad

And I don't wanna be like every other man that you had

So I'm stopping all these childish things

Girl, you mean too much to me

Your love is worth too much to lose

[CHORUS]

Girl, I know I broke your heart

And trusting me is really hard

But watch how quick I change my ways

Starting today (today)

Today (today)

Starting today (today)

I know that I'm the one to blame

You say every man's the same

But watch how quick I change my ways

Starting today (today)

Today (today)

Starting today (today)

Girl, I'm starting today

It's hard to play the Kiss-and-make-up Game

And I apologize for the man I became

And if I could do it all again

I wouldn't hurt my best friend

And I'll throw away all my selfish ways

(instrumental)

[CHORUS]

Girl, I know I broke your heart

And trusting me is really hard

But watch how quick I change my ways

Starting today (today)

Today (today)

Starting today (today)

I know that I'm the one to blame

You say every man's the same

But watch how quick I change my ways

Starting today (today)

Today (today)

Starting today (today)

Girl, I'm starting today

It's hard to play the Kiss-and-make-up Game

And I apologize for the man I became

And if I could do it all again

I wouldn't hurt my best friend

And I'll throw away all my selfish ways

2010-08-02T21:40:00.003+08:00

i though u were really sincere to patch bck wif me.

thnks gd i haven't accept u.

u promise me to give my promises list tdae by 9 and i promise u tat i will be answering ur quetion.

i have done my part bt it seem u haven't

even though u headache at least u could msg me and said u can't give it by tdae or wat

bt none of ur effort is shown

or mayb u can't sacrfies ur bro just for our relationship

i think i really shld move on n ferget abt u.

sorie fer this

it really hard to move on bt i will pray and hope gd give me strength to face tis all.

i will try my very best to be a strg girl.

gdbye my lover

tc of urself

2010-08-01T01:48:00.003+08:00

aku sedar siape diriku

kau berjaye membuat aku benci padamu

tahniah ku ucapkn padamu

pergilar cri insan yg kau sygi da yg blei jage kau

aku sanggup berkorban demi kau

aku da ckop disakiti

aku mohon maaf atas segale kesilapan aku

aku juga ingin mengucap kn terima kasih bnyk2

aku benci org yg suka menipu

20.08.2008-01.08.2010

slamat tgl sygku slame nie

pergi lar cri insan yg sempurna bagi diri kau

2010-07-27T12:35:00.006+08:00

hello to all my readers

Alhamdulilah my operation last thurs was a success

i was having a "bisul"or its like a pimple at my butt fer 1 week

bt on e last last sun 18 july it burst so i though its normal lar

i keep on squeeze e discharge or"nanah" till im tired told my dad papa so he help me squeeze n e discharge keep on comin out so i put tissue to absorb e discharge decided nt to go skool e next mrng coz i coulldn't slip one whole night due to e pain

wen to poly wif my mum mama as she is going fer her dressing and i to check wats sickness am i having

the doctor check and straigh away told me tat i nid go to hos to do a small cut as there's a lot of discharge.

i though just a small cut and on the spot cn do bt then..

wait fer papa come bck werk den he sent me to hos

and theres a lot of people at A&E.

wait fer my turn and e doc check and said they will call us and give appoinment to check wif e specialist

papa was quiet angry as e poly doc said nid a small cut and yet she ask me to go home

the doctor explain tat thee's no ward fer me so she can't admit me and supposed i nid to do e surgery

so e next mrng the nurse called me and said my appoinment will be on 21 july at 2.20 pm

at night mama was admited to hos again as her operation leg swollen again ..

pity papa he had to go hos again to sent mama n e next dae me..

e next mrng papa take leave and he even quarrel wif his manager just to make a leave on tat dae..

so sorie papa to trouble u

went to visit mama and den to clinic c fer my appointment

e doc check and y tears roll on my chick as i can't really take it e pain

e doc want me to go bck and come bck again tomorrow fer surgery bt den papa fight and said he couldn't take leave again and i can't come to hos by myself.

so e doc decided to admit me tat dae and my surgery will be on tat night or tomorrow morng..

i kept my stomachempty one whole dae.

so hungry and thirsty.

guess wat?it was my first tyme i admited in a ward and went fer operation

thnks to all e nurse and doc fer taking care of me n ur friendliness

after operation

e operation take few hours and of course i was asleep during e operation

so can't feel e pain

Him & Her

after knowing e truth i was really down and weak

wat mama told me is true

i didn't though tat u will do tis to me

all e reason u give me is a stupid reason

sorie if nw i dont let u be wif ur brother always

i dun wan tis to repeat again

i had enough

i just want to be wif u

i dunnoe wat to say to my parent,cuzzen and firneds if they ask u?

yes at first i was regreted to introduce u to family,cuzzen and friends.

bt i decided to give u last chance because of ur kindness,helpful and friendly to me,family,cuzzzen and friends.

i don't want to lose u

bt pls dun take tis for granted

i hope u will change to a better person

i will forgive bt i will never3 ever forget

I STILL LOVE U(even though my heart is still in pain)

sorie fer my mistake if any

Close friends

Thnks to all my friends especially amirah and hanis

u guy have been very caring before and aft my operation

thnks to amirah and fatin also fer fetching me from home to skool last fri.

ty a lot

love u all and i miss u all k:)

thnks to cuzzen fai fer spending ur tyme to visit me even though at home..

i noe u had been very busy lately wif ur skool project

btw sister b strng k if u nid to let out smtng doe tell me and i will be willing to her it

no matter wat,life have to go on

i hope u had made a right decision and i will alwaes be by ur side

I LOVE U SO MUCH SISTER:)

to my Beloved brother

thnks fer alwaes disturbing(tease) me,caringness and make me smile ok

to Beloved dad(papa)

i really pity u.

i noe tis mnth is a preassure mnth fer coz mama n me fall sick..

thnks a lot

i promise i will tc of u.

I REALLY LOVE U PAPA

To Lovely papa

thnks a lot fer taking care of me and mama

thnks also fer helping my family

sorie i can't cook fer u fer tyme being

see he eat nasi briyani bought from mama shop

this is one of e reason i dun wanna lose him..

he is really a hardworking man even though sometimes he slip like a pig.

I LOVE U:)

This is my Lovely mama

i dun noe y she alwaes likes to hurt me

since i in hos she like to scold me and make me cry

bt still she's my mum

pls mama i dun intend to hurt u or make u cry

i love u a lot

bt sometimes ur tone and language make me feel angry even sad

pls mama i really love u alot

i dun wanna be a bd daughter

im trying my best to a great child and daughter

I love u mother

This my kakak mei2

she did sent me to poly and learn hw to change my dressing if i nid to

and she even get to see my wound

she said that my wound is big n the whole is really deep.

ty kakak fer accompany me to poly and ur advice..

ILOVE U SISTER:)

this is my bf mother and small brother

she is e first person to visit me aft my operation

terime kasi cik dtg melawat saya

I LOVE U ALOT:)

to all my cuzzen,friends who visit me thnks a lot ehk i love u all:)

till here i really need rest nw.

my headache and pain is wif me nw:)

2010-07-17T15:31:00.004+08:00

I REALLY GIVE UP WIF U

WE SHALL SEE WAT WILL HAPPEN..

ARE WE GOING TO CELEBRATE OUR 2YRS ANNI??

I GUESS NT BT WE SHALL SEE...

I NID SOMEBODY.

TIS IS ALL I GET AFT ALL

THNKS A LOT

I'M GONNA SPENT MY SAT WIF MY BELOVE FRIENDS.

U CAN FUCK OFF K...

SLOWLY U MAKING ME ATE U MORE N MORE..

GD JOB,KEEP IT UP K BOY

FUCK OFF

2010-07-10T22:41:00.008+08:00

im rite here updating e blog is bcause i wanna let out my feeling

i can't take it animore

I hate my mum so much!!

i noe i shldn't talk this way bt e way my mum show her love towards me really make me upset

"asl mama slalu beza2 kn ank2?

yan n nazurah bkn ank mama ke?

knape slalu mama maki hamun2 kite?

kite da bsar mane nk ltk muke nie?

kite de prasaan mama

ade muke

kite syg kn mama bt knape mama bute kn mate mama

asl mama benci sgt ngan kite?sbab kite ank papa(ur second husband)

sal mama slalu syg KN ANK SIAL TU ??MUHAMMAD ISKANDAR BIN SUHAIMI??

knape?!!!!

bile kakak dmam pnas 39.4 ade mama buat pape?

kakak alek dri uma wak mama marah sbab tgl kn mama?

mama kakak masi ingt jase org wak slalu blanje org

kakak slalu maen kt sane

sala ke nk tlg ikit?

dala fri,sat,sun tk tlg

kakak ngan sakit mama tk uat pape?

yan,kak nurul ngan papa yg jage.

papa anta gy hos

mama msk bubur kasi mkn pakse.

ile mlm nye ade selere nk mkn mama tk amek peduli mama tydo

e next dae mama alek keje pe mama uat

alek tengking2 kakak,padehal kakak ngan kuat kn diri sapu uma

mama tkde tnye da baek ke blom tpy tnye sal aju

sape agy important aju ke kakak?

ke mama mmng nk kakak maty aru mama happy?

mama kebulur kn kakak satu ary naseb baek imran ade dier msk kn

papa uat kn air ume

mama stkt jerang kn bubur tu pn kene amek sendiri

tpy ile ank sial tu yg da 30 lebih thn da de due ank tu skt ikit wah mama li bali lar glukos lar kasi duit gy doc lar msk pe dier nk mkn ume

pat org mama tk amek kesah

mama ckp keje nk kasi mkn org

kasi mkn pe?

ile minta duit wah maki dier berbakul2

tpy ile mama skt mama pndai uat baek ngan yan kakak n papa

lau tk mama maki hamun kite

especially kakak

ampai org teguh ckp mama uat org mcm anjing

mane kakak nk ltk muke

tpy mmg btol klau difkir kn alek

hari2 kene kmas uma

mane nk blaja agy

ile nk minta duit je mama maki2

klau ank sial tu minta tknk lak maki

dengan hati terbuke mama kasi ehk

keje dier balek cekik mandi ngok tv kuar

TO MUHAMMAD ISKANDAR BIN SUHAIMI

KAU INGT UMA AKU NIE HOTEL??

KAU INGT EHK HARI NIE HARI KAU,TPY ILE MAK AKU TKDE JGN HARAP AKU NK TLG KAU EHK SIAL

AKU DOA LEBIH KAU MSK JAIL SBAB ROGOL PMPN TU EHK

to all e reader outside there

tlg lar doa kn ank nie msk jail lame ikit so tat my family will leave happily

n its his fault k abt e case i noe he very well such a playboy n useless person

he wont change to better till my mum dye coz my mum had been pampered him so much.

TO:

PAPA,YAN ,SYG IMRAN ,KAK NURUL

thank you fer taking care of me while im having high fever.

sorry fer giving you trouble especially syg imran can't slip well cause of my unreasonable behaviour

thank you to fyefye fer accompany me to poly and all my friend who care fer me

and my teachers especially mr tay

ahaha ahmad n hafiz told me tat u miss me?

n thank you fer trying to make me feel happy

to syg imran

i'm sorry fer my childishness attitude who alwaes keep asking u fer break wen ever we had a fight.and u r e best man cause u can tolerate wif my bad tantrum.i will try my very best to be a gd gf to u too ok syg.by the way thank you fer e treat and.i get new haircut and eat cheese fries and wanted eat bandito bt da kenyang so give papa je lar..

i'm a bit release aft type out my feeling here

i really want my mother to be like other mother who can be pampered,sporting n caring

so sweet of my syg while i was busy updating my blog syg give me this song so nice and sweet

Chorus
Now I wanna do it up (SO BIG)
Party it up (SO BIG)
Spend it up (SO BIG)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (SO BIG)
My heart is (SO BIG)
My love is (SO BIG)
For you, for you, for you.

Verse 1
Now with a girl like you,
Nothing you can do
But give the whole world to her 24-7.
When she lookin so sweet that kind of body,
You do man spending all of your time, time, time.
And it's not that you're asking me for nothing,
I just wanna show you how deep my love is.

Pre Chorus
Cause with them girls before I wasn't feeling so gone,
But with you girl I'm losing control oh.

Chorus
Now I wanna do it up (SO BIG)
Party it up (SO BIG)
Spend it up (SO BIG)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (SO BIG)
My heart is (SO BIG)
My love is (SO BIG)
For you, for you, for you.

Verse 2
Now with a girl like you,
I don't care who passes my way,
Rihanna or Beyonce.
Girl holla at me it doesn't mean I think cause,
Nothing compares to the joy you bring.

Pre Chorus
So them other girls can go, they don't make me feel so, good.
Cause with you girl I'm losing control oh.

Chorus
Now I wanna do it up (SO BIG)
Party it up (SO BIG)
Spend it up (SO BIG)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (SO BIG)
My heart is (SO BIG)
My love is (SO BIG)
For you, for you, for you.

Bridge
I wanna do it (SO BIG),
cause girl we are (SO BIG),
Let's pop them bottles (SO BIG),
like superstars (SO BIG).
We taken over (SO BIG),
we got that love (SO BIG),
Let's make it global (SO BIG),
let's blow it up (SO BIG).
Ooooooh, Oooooh Oh Oh Oh Com'on

Pre Chorus
If this is real love, then that ain't enough (no) before,
She got your boy doin crazy things that I never thought I'd ever do, no.

Chorus
Now I wanna do it up (SO BIG)
Party it up (SO BIG)
Spend it up (SO BIG)
So the whole world knows my love for you is (SO BIG)
My heart is (SO BIG)
My love is (SO BIG)
For you, for you, for you.
My heart is for you, for you, for you,
My love is for you, for you, for you.
My heart is for you, for you, for you,
My love is for you, for you, for you.

2010-06-02T17:27:00.007+08:00

I' m so sorie to all e readers fer keeping myy blog

dead

Rite now i'm totally bz wif my N-Level and some other reasons so i dun have e time to update my blog

futhermore im nt in gd condition as i always suffer this bad headache or myb migrane as e doc have nt confirm yet pls pray fer me ntg bd happen.thnk you.=)

and nw i on medication so i need a lot of rest and tc of myself for N-Level.

so to all e readers and my friends if u have anitink just tag me i will check my tag box yarh.

"ONCE AGAIN IM SORIE'

btw I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS AND CUZZEN.

hope to spent times wif u guy aft my N-level ehk.

I'll be away fer awhile.=)

im missing my lovely papa.

congrat to u syg u get driver as u wish.

i just wanna told u this

"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"

even though u like to irritate me

bt i still love u

and im really sorry if i being harsh or rough towards u

i didnt mean to.

it was just bcos im totally stress

and u r e oni one i cn let it out even though i now it is not rite to do

hehe

bt i know u still love me kn syg??

tat is e reason y i love u so much

coz i think no one is better than u to be my life patner.

NAZURAH SYG IMRAN BANGET LARH!!!

2010-03-15T10:36:00.002+08:00

rite nw i'm at my cuzzen house
feel very sad
bby boi have to go camp
all people like ____dun wanna accompany me
i dunnoe wat will happen to my birthdae celebration
i feel like nt going
and yeah actually i dun wanna go
bt yesterdae kakak came down to fetch me
and i really pretty her a lot
she try her very best to make me happy
so padang muke kakak aku nye psal lar
lau tk tk pergi aku chalet
i will be away fer 3 daes
and will be coming bck on wed
mayb if im free i will update e blog
if nt sorie i will be busy to finish my assingment
mayb im going out wif my classmate to study together since there's no plan on tat special dae
till here
i wanna help kakak pack all the things
sorie nt pic as im using cuzzen comp
:)

2010-03-14T02:32:00.004+08:00

finally i get to meet my baby boi

miss him a lot..

fetched him last fri

the weather was so hot k

there too many people with botak head

n me the so called "POTEk"become more blur where my baby oi

i hear a man shout u!!

and i was shock it face doesn't look like bby boi

so i just ignore and yarh tats not my bby boi..

bby boi was angry wif me abt my attire

sorie ok

promise nt to it again

i know hw u felt when the group of cd man said"heavy pe?

to the group of cd men

tlg tkmo nk gtal k

i'm nt cheap girl ok.FCUK OFF !!

aft tat we bck to normal

bby boi sleep my house as he dun't have e energy to go home

bby boi put onweight

hahah!!

padan muke papa da gemok

he intend to eat alot nwdaes

bt still i love u ok papa??

feed syg wif food

went down to fetch my friend and hang out for awhile

again syg eat tidbits

tsk3.cmne tk put on weight

ahaha

k lar2 tknk kacau my bby boi agy

tdae spent my time wif bby boi

force bby boi to wake up and drag himto ut to have our lunch and bought e bbq stuff fer the chalet on 15&16 march

daft tat sent him home +the furniture mama gave to his family

aft tat he left me alone

bby boi went home

hw sad it was?

i still want to be wif him

bt still his nt fully mine so i must be CONSIDERATE

papa bring me,friend and mama to west coast ayer raja to eat

bt im still full

so i share wif papa and friends rojak

den i told papa tat i want to eat "buah berangan wif e kulit hot"

and papa was kind enough to pampered me and he bought fer me 1 pckct for myself

2pckct for mama friend and papa to eat

syg papa

den went home

do my hw

theres a lots of assingment to be done during e holidae especially sci

OMG!!STRESS!!

must study hard for N-level in a fews months ltr..

wish me luck ok people

tats all fer tdae

here are some pics of bby boi wif his botak head bt totally botak lar

on e fri

peace(acting cute oni this boi)hehe

at ut lobby cafe
so eager to take pic

smile
hello people

cute tk kite??

pig nose

blupp

blueks!!

hmm..bile lar pmpn aku nie stop amek gmbr

aku da tk tawu nk post ape..

bby boi:stop pls u!!

me:tknk!!i nk kasi u pnat blei pls abg cd??ahaha

stress member fikir

bby boi:i tk tawu lar

bby boi:tk syg i ke??(wif cebik face minta simpati)

ahaha

k lar stop ok

till here people

luv u all:)

2010-03-10T09:00:00.004+08:00

i've gt god news

baby boi is coming home tis fri

bt to me it is still long more to go

haiz..

i'm missing him badly!!!

"papa!!!mama miss u!!"

feel like crying bt i have to control

u may thing im' over or wat

bt i dun care

i really miss him

papa cpt alek

i wanna hug u

i miss those kisses & hug tat i usually get from u

i'm waiting for his call

and i really feel happy

i see tat he become more loving now

he text me ard 4 am in the morning just nw

saying gd mrng syg,luv u,muack

it has been a long time he didnt text me like tis

can't wait to hear ur voice

and ouh yarh i feel tat people ard me becoming more caring

just bro sleep beside me and talking wif me abt bby boi and abg even share his pro wif me..

hehe syg kau lar sufian

he cheer me up while bby boi nt beside me

so sweet of him

to my friend faruq thns fer cheer me up during skool ok

yesh i miss bby boi a lot

bt i think it is just for a moment

let's talk abt my common test result

i dunnoe wat to say

to me the result is quit bd bt in other situation i thing i'm ok as nt all my classmate pass all subject.

so i think i'm so gratefull to pass all subject

just nw in the skool im a bit weak coz i ate medicine and it make feel sleepy

and lastly

kakak call me and told me tat she had invited fb friend to come to the chalet and celebrate my birthdae

omg!!

i'm so touch

and i feel like crying

coz i didn't aspect tat i'm gonna celebrate my birthdae with happening as it ia important year for me as i'm taking n-level result

and i though tat no one will celebrate my birthdae like last year

ll of tis is a surprise from kakak

bt i really feel happy kakak

thnk u a lot

it will be a meaningfull party

bt i'm a bit sad tat bby boi can't join us

hw i wish u can join us syg

bt nvr mind

there still a next time

tat's all fer tdae ehk

i'm waiting fer baby boi to call and i gonna sleep early again tdae due to the flu,fever,headache n cough

till here

2010-03-09T11:40:00.004+08:00

bby had left me fer camp

hmm so sad

bt i can't wait to see him in a botak head

haha

"papa t kpale botak ehk??huahua"

bt NO matter wat i still love u k syg

be strng out there

do take care of urself

nmpk bende tkmo teguh tau

hopefully u grant ur wish becoming fire fighter ehk??

rite nw im at home bcoz

i'm nt feeling well

i'm having a flu and i really2 hate it

fever on off,coughing,sore throat and headache

result fer common test is comin out soon

hopefull all e result will make my parents happy den i can celebrate my birthdae wif kakak n friends happily..

bt i now im nt doing great in all subject

so we shall see how ehk sec 4 is e stress ever level

k lar tats all fer tdae

i will update my blog once i free.

sorry fer making tis blog dead as i will be very busy tis year fer n-level wish my me luck ehk..

k nw im getting read to go poly

2010-02-05T05:21:00.002+08:00

im back to blog..

sorie fer not updating tis blog for very long time

a lots of thing had happen

i will elaborate some of it bt nt in tis post

no mood

i cant sleep e whole night

im totally tired bt cannot sleep due to my stomach cramp

i will do a proper update later when i come bck from school

start from nw

i will be usually updating the blog on fri and weekend

as e weekdae i will be bz wif my study and coursework all

n-level is coming soon and im totally stress!!

ok im so bored

i will stop here and get ready to go school

2009-12-02T13:02:00.001+08:00

sorie fer nt update e blog fer e mean time

i will update soon once im totally free

2009-11-07T17:26:00.003+08:00

k people nw im so bored tk tau nk uat pe

sorie to all my friends who had been waiting fer me to update my blog fer a long coz of a few reason

thnks to my bby fai fer being wif me all e time

rite nw i trying to control my anger

try to be cool

miss cool kate kn"oni u noe"

i oso trying to be close n pamper wif mama

im oso trying to be strong n move on wif my life

tdae one whole dae stay at home..

so bored

mendaks nk mampos!!

wanted to meet cuzz kt yishun tpy mls nk kuar ngan musim ujan tu plk

nie skrg da mcm nk demam

my batok pls stuck cm sial

dade sakit

flu cm cibai "HATE IT"

surf net all e way

n find out tat

de org tu da delete ar profile dier

bt no use i cought u

ahaha

ntg to hide animore

agy pn nasi da jdi bubor lar deh..

all e guy are the same

LIAR!!

pls i hate LIAR!!

mind u, tis isn't e first tyme bt more than once

dgr2 de org sala kn aku lar fer deleting ur pro

ahaha

best ar lu nye care

aku sanjung..

im sgl..lei knl2??(actuali att)

amcm baek peh??

all ur reason is bullshit!!

we will see wat will happen next??

should i give u a chance??

hmm i shall consider it again bt u wont get wat i had give u before

sala oeg ehk kau nk bodo2 kn..

yes u may see im stupid wif all tis stuff bt sorie wrong person

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adeq monamon-imran:your reason wont satisfy mie still boy .we will settle it on mon ok:)

LOVE U , ADEQ MONAMON

2009-11-07T16:29:00.004+08:00

gd news!!
hello to all my reader especially to my daily readers..
sorie fer nt update fer veri a long times
my exam is over
i pass all my exam
n i stil get to maintain my result
alhamdulillah

bad news!!
on e 15/10 my grandpa pass away
i was so sad
i cant believed it
coz on e 3 rd wk of raye he was suffered from stroke
we did massage n even call specialist doc
as my family didn't one my grandpa get more suffered at hos
as daes come by his condition becoming more better till on thurs 15/10 in e morning b4 i went skool
he's ok
bt ard 3++ wen i was at my cuzz house my uncle told me tat grandpa had leave us
i didnt believe it
yes wen i reached home he had leave us
sorie to my friend who want to come my house it is nt i stingy bt it cause my house is close due to my grandpa sick
i was bz aft wif e cermony
i was tired
i was down
and everi week on thurs we will have tahlil
so i have to clean my house

we also had gathering at my cuzz house last sat
so i take e opportunity to spent times wif my cuzz
we go to kak mel2 house sleep over there
bro,bro gf,faii,fy2,im,bob n me
we did karoake
i release some of my tension
i feel a more calm wen i let out some of my feeling to kakak
i oso had family pro which i wont elaborate here

now im sgl as i cant take it wif his behaviour
i dun understand y u hd to do tat to me?yyyy??
nvr mind i believed in karma
hmm
i feel so regretful nw
i dun i had to do nw??
should i tell my family or just keep quiet??
confuse
i will do a new post soon as i noe tis post is damn boring to read
i gt lot of pic to show tpy mls ar
hehe
wait wen i tk mls lar mayb mlm nie..

2009-10-03T01:47:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAE TO MUHAMMAD SUFIAN a.k.a PARAM

note:

happy birthdae to u x2

happy birthdae muhammad sufian/param

happy birthdae to u!!!

da tue abg aku nie

hope all ur wishes come true

i love u so much

u r e oni 1 bro i have

tkmo nakal n create pro ehk pls3

and pls be carefull went u ride motorcycle

coz aku syg kau

sorie no present lom keje ar

t da keje aku kasi ar present kau k

2009-09-30T20:30:00.000+08:00

ok tdae was nt really a gd dae

my plan all cock up

im sorie to my friends coz im late and u all have to go mr jamil house without me

met syg at ut mrt

procide to wdlnds den

met most of my mlay pwens at admiraty mrt

went to faruq house

followed by yaz,my house and lastly daniali do enjoy my day wif friends and syg

gt bd news..

my cuzz pass away

cant believed it

oni god know hw i felt at tat point of time

wanted to "melawat e mayat"bt it was postpond to 12 pm e next dae as e "mayat"have bring bck from hos

went i reached there e next noon e"mayat"wasnt there and they bring e "mayat" staright aware to lim chu kang

i feel so sad cant see her face fer last tyme

i feel sad coz she quite close to my family

she even stay wif my family before fer mnths

im so sorie fer her death i didnt expect she will do tat thing

i hope god will accept her and fergive her

and R.I.P

just nw went to skool wif my both right and left toe and small "jari"on my left leg swallen + blister

my tears drop during e lesson as i cant take it e pain

thnks to syg fer fethcing me and sent me to poly sorie fer keep u waiting fer me so long

my leg are infection and my ears too

"mcm2 penyakit lar aku nie"

tats all

i wanna rest nw

more picture will be upload once i gt e from my friends

2009-09-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

simply i have been really2 bz
as i promise to pdate my blog rite
so yarh im updating it nw

16 sept

went geylang wif papa side cuzz

papa bought me 1 aju kurong

aunty bought me high heel

aft tat ard 10 went to chai chee seafood had our breakfast

uncle order so many food
im e first one to surreder
enjoy e day wif them

14sept

get prize fer being 2nd in class last year as it had been postpond due to h1n1

15 -17sept

skool per normal

went home sleep till breakfast tired

18 sept

went skool

gt medal fer sci as y group won 2nd in class

went home

clean e house abit

gt ready

met faii and im

procide to geylang

met atiq

bump into faiz and faizal

spent tyme wif im den bck to ut

eat wif atiq n faii

off to home
so tired

19 sept

stay at home 1 whole dae

cleaning e house

20 sept- hari raya to all muslim
SELAMAT HARI RAYA

mohon maaf atas segala kesilapan ku
minta maaf zahir dan batin
halal kn mkn minom nazurah ehk??

stay at home

wait fer cuzz from morning till night
so tired waiting fer them

at night most of my cuzz from both side come as my family can't go out because my grandpa staying wif me

21 sept

wait fer mama to come bck from werk

went to mama side grandpa

went mak long,nenek __ and kakak sdare house
damn tired coz tomorrow skooling

24 sept

went skool

aft skool went st john
get scolded coz i have nt been going fer my CCA fer 1 mnth due to fast mnth

lpak wif syg and friends awhile

off home

25-27sept
attachment to werk at rits calton hotel due to f1

1st dae werking(11am-7pm)
report at 10.30am

selected to follow lorenzo assitant manager of housekeeping

learn a few things
quite tiring bt i enjoy it

syg fetch me at city hall cs

went LJS have my late dinner

went to see f1

syg sent me home

2nd dae(12pm-7pm)get to start late as many room is occupied
report 11.30am

follow Lorenzo

do inspection

help e chamber maid clean e room

went home straight aft werk
damn tired it may see or sound easy to werk ..

3rd dae(11pm-7pm)
report at 10.30am

do stock check and packing e stuff in e store

have fun wif my colleagues

get aknowlegdement card from all e haed of housekeeping

get to walk ard e hotel

overall
it was fun,tiring and i enjoy learning and werking at rits calton
thnks to lerenzo fer being friendly and kind to me

syg fetch me and khadijah at city hall cs

there wre so many people there due to f1

syg sent me home
rite nw waiting fer my bro and his friends to come
im so sleepy
time check 11.50 pm
i will update soon coz i wanna make kueh coz tomorrow my friends will becoming and im going out to raye wif them:)

PICTURE SECTION(some of e pic is still wif my friends)

2009-09-20T10:27:00.001+08:00

WILL UPDATE SOON

SELAMAT HARY RAYA

mohon maaf atas seala kesilapan ku atau terkasar bahasa

2009-09-12T20:51:00.007+08:00

sorry fer nt updating my blog fer a long tyme.. being bz lately
hmm
busywomen lar kate kn
ahha
k i will do a recape

last wed
i cant slip well
wake up at 7++ am
bath and get ready
ard 8++am met syg at yew tee
we talk out our pro..
yes i try to control my tears
aft talk we r ok
den ard 1++
went o cuzz house
sape lagy klau bkn sdare yg aku syg bnyk
faiizura lar!!
k actuali go her house wanted to cut my frindge bt tk jdi
we slack taking photo and laugh2
aft tat ard 5++ i wanted to take bag at ctee house so i went home first and siap
otw home
something bad happen
he shout at me
and it recalled me of wat happening to me last year
ouh gosh
i cant forget it
im in trauma
i cant hear people shout directly to me
bt he manage to calm me down
ard 6++ went ut wif syg and waited fer faii
while waiting fer her w did capture some pics
tat all fer tdae
i enjoy my day wif cuzz fai and syg
love them a lot
and thnks to ctee fer borrowing me ur bag yarh:)

last thurs
aft breakfats early in morning get ready
ard 6.45 went ut of home
went to mama werk and mama gabe me $10
den ard 6.55 met hafiz,zairul,ahmad at yew tee and waited fer amirah
den 7 took train
met hanis and khadijah in train and off to city hall
met all my clasmate and teacher and off to rits calton hotel
we had some introduction and bla
ouh i was attracted by tis indian girl
so called as minah rep
so irritating
pls ehk
muke n prangai nye tk perlu
aft lunch we go to our respective job
i,khadijah and amirah get same job..
housekeeping
bt we all were seperate
i get to be e chambermaid
pinggang cm nk pth
ahhaa
k enough ehk abt tis
aft werk all e mlay ebs stdent fer f1 met mirah and mizan at city hall and procide to paya lebar
den went to geylang baru market
book place fer breakfast
zai and hafiz accompany me fetch imran..
bodyguard aku ehk??
ahhaa
den aft tat went bck to geylang baru market n breakfast
den we window shopping
bump into farhan,fairuz and adelia
den off from geylang ard 9++
reach yew tee ard 10 went to yew tee kopitiam and eat our dinner
aft tat lpak wif him till 12
and here no more train fer hom to go bck
so he ton alone
i wen bck
u noe wat
i walk 'kaki ayam"
my leg gt blister n swallen rbk kn??
hmm
ksian kn
hehe

last fri
spent tyme wif syg one whole dae

tdae
stay at home
my phone pp low and cant received any free incoming call
so people anitink just msg me i will get to u soon k
wipe e cabinet,swept e floor and wipe ice box
so tired
mayb tomoorw will be going to geylang wif papa and family or mama or mayb we go all together
will upload all e pic soon k

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KECEWA

aku rase sedih sgt ngan kluarge aku
aku rase cm aku nie tkde keluarge
kt dlm uma aku tydo cm org merempat
nie smue sbab si sial tu
aku benci dier sgt2
hmm
aku tk fhm ar knape mama nie manje kn dier sgt
mama pilih kasih
klau ank dier ume btol
alek menyerak kn ilek aku ,mandy cekik kuar
gitu jer lar daily life dier
aku pn tk tau asl lar pmpn giler kt dier
org tue ckp pe tau
harapkn muke je tpy tkde hasil
sial nye jantan
de aty tu lak uro aku tydo ile abg aku ile dier alek
kau tu tydo kt hall
tk tau malu nye jantan keparat
kau ingt kau king pe kt uma nie
ar aku benci dier sgt2
pasal dier mama slau mara aku
yg mama nie tk sdar ank dier tu sik meyusak kn dier jer
aku harap and berdoa tiap ary ank dier tu msk jail
hopefully lar ile jth sentence dier on 2/10 dier msk utk berthn
hmm
yg mama lak
aku puase aku tydo sbab aku letih agy tk sahur tu pn tk fhm
pe dier slalu ckp aku sik maen computer je bsar kn pantat an wat so ever
bei ank kau tu
urgh!!
mama pnat kakak pn pnat
mama keje kakak pn skola
kdg mase skola tu lebih dri waktu kejer mama
mama tk abis2 sumpah kakak maty
tkde ank pmpn pn tkpe ehk
hmm
kakak harap ile mama da tue umor makin meningkt kn
mama sedar ank sape yg jage mama
mama upe yg ank kesygan mama dulu nk bunuh mama sbab duit
lupe kn mama
dier lempah kipas ume kt kite
ancm kite ngan pisau
kakak ngan mama lari cm kene kejar ah long
enta lar
i just hope tat mama akn sedar suatu ary nanti
and papa
pls lar
tkmo rsk kn diri tu
dulu papa slalu tk cm nie
tk maen bende2 bkn tu
mmng kite susa
tpy lau nk cri kesenangan tu maen lar sikit
tkmo bnyk

pls lar
i beg u berubah pls
i love my parent i apprecited them in my life
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nie aru smeangat ramai iit org tag

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2009-09-11T21:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAE SITI RAHMAH/CTEE/SISTER PENDEK

Note:happy birthdae to u
hope all ur wishes come true
hope u pass u N-level wif flying colours
tkmo naughty2 k
dun create trouble animore pls
i love u sister pendek
nk present??
t aku kasi kau k tp lmbt lar
hope u understand lar k
i miss chatting,calling,playing wif u sister pendeq

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAE SITI NUR AFRINA

Note:happy birthdae to u

hope all ur wishes come true

stay pretty n cute alwaes

2009-09-09T01:50:00.003+08:00

haiz..
life is so complicated
yes im bck wif imran rosley again
hmm
we have agree wif some agreement
thnks fer givin me some freedon
thnks my friend fer giving me idea and have help me to save my relationship
hmm since e dae we stead i cant understand y people like to seperate us
y??
y must u all try seperate me n him??
i noe im nt e best person fer him
i noe im nt preety
yes i admit i have ntg bt remember i do have a heart
im truely love wif him
y u all so cruel
y??
y cant u see people happiness??
i cant tink animore
my head is full of questions
wat i can do is cry everi night and e didnt help me tat much
i cn go crazy wif tis habbit keep on crying
keep all e pro to myself
y must all pro come to me??
i cant slip
sorie syg i lied to u
i cant sip
yes im just trying to run away from u fer e time being
pls dun get it wrong n tink negative of me k
i promise i wont play behind you..
i will get bck to u soon wen im cool
is pretendin a best way??
i will leave my love to faith
thnks to those people who trying their best to seprate me n him

2009-09-08T22:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAE SITI NUR AMIRAH

note: hope all ur wishes come true and be happy alwaes
semoge pnjng umor,murah rezeki
thnks fer helping me in anihw
i love u so much
tkmo naughty2 ehk
ahah
cm phm lar nazurah nie
da bsar lar dier
da jdi kakak2 ehk
say preety alwaes and cute
hmm if u gt anitink to let out do tell me k
im alwaes here fer u all

2009-09-08T20:08:00.002+08:00

went to NTUC centre fer my peer mediator course..

it was quite a fun dae lar being at there..

i get to recall again hw a peer mediater should help e people..

last trainig i go was last year which clarific me as a peer mediater in skool

i have nt been sleeping well since last sat night..

thnks to all my friends who cheer me and help me..

thnks a lot ehk

ok seriously i hava been chatting wif guy bt im nt falling in love wif them..

my love is just fer him

i do still love him

i miss him

bt my heart was really broken wen he started to accus me and wen i tink bck wat he done to me it really make me feel upset and angry

rite nw im confuse

weather to accept him in my life again or nt

i nid friends of different gender

bt i noe if im bck wif him i cant be frined of male gender anihow except my skool mate..

i noe he love me tats y he jelous

bt u see i nid e freedom too..
pls people help me..

n give me some advise

bt if i i choose my friends i will lose him,my love and im worried abt him s he still exit in my life

doe tag me fer ur opinion pls..

2009-09-06T04:41:00.003+08:00

time check nw is 4.41 am
i still havent slip yet..
ok just went breakfast at cuzzen house side papa
sent cuzz home and reached home at 12.30am

ok otak aku buntu sgt2
mmng sala aku
aku sial k
sala aku chat kt alamak
sbab aku stress
kate2 kau yg kau ckp tyme da nk buke sungguh menyakitkn aty aku sbab itu aku diam bkn aku tk dgr
sumpah aku chat kt alamak cume nk tenang kn fikiran since i dun have anione to chat and aku lei cri kn khadijah kwn
i kol u ard 9/10 bt u wasn't at home..
i have nobdi animore
so went to chat at alamak since my friends nk sgt kwn
sumpah demi allah aku tk menggatal
tpy jangkaan kau aku menggatal kn
its ok
aku tk sala kn kau
and thnks to ur friends/bro fer telling u at least u noe tat im sial nw
skrg nie kau yg putus kn hubungan ini
so ok
kite putus sbab aku masi ingt agy kate2 kau ini kali terakhir da lpas tu tidak
aku peggang kata2 kau
aku da ckop menderite slmae ini tpy tkde org tau
so aku akn hargai keputusan kau
mungkin kita tak ditakdir kn utk bersame
klau de jodoh tk kemane
bkn aku nk sgt putus ngan kau tpy kate2 kau tu yg buat aku tekat utk lpas kn kau
aku hargai kau slame ini sbagai kekasih aku
aku ucapkan terime kasih banyk2 sbab sedar kn siape diri aku da jage aku
aku mohon maaf atas segale kesilapanku
maaf kn lar aku kerane aku tk sempurna seperti yg kau ingin kn
jage lar diri kau baek2
semoga kau menjumpa seorang gadis yg lebih sempurna dri aku
sekian selamat tinggal kekasihku

mayb i will be privating my blog so reader or my blog friends pls leave me ur email if u want me to invte u to read my blog

2009-09-04T16:38:00.000+08:00

tdae i had REPORT SLIP..
alhamdullilah i pass all my subject bt nt gd enough
i have to buck up more especially my sci and eng..
aft skool i have oral fer mly and eng..
hmm
mly was so2 same goes to eng..
i hope i pass my oral and get 35 and above hopefully..
pray hard fer me pls..
thnk u

Happy Birthdae Wak Timah

semoga panjang umor,

murah rezeki

tis post is for 4 of my mly girls in my class
hmm i dun wish u to fight or wat..
i love u guys so much tats y i called u all just nw..
bt mse tk mengizinkn kite so i will called u all again..
sorie if im too bossy to u all and scold u
as wat i said wen it comes to werk im realli serious aft tat u want to have fun or wat i dun care
i hope u all understand
and wat ever happen pls put urself in tat person shoe before u said or scold tat person k
i love all so much
if u guys nid to talk to me doe kol me even if it abt me
i hope we will e together like before ok:)

2009-09-03T22:30:00.001+08:00

yesterdae one whole dae at e court..

e sentence will be 2/10

we shall see wat will happen?

weather u r telling e truth or nt?

Allah will noe

and i fast oni half dae coz walking up and down e hill to go to court..

and i really had a bad sore throat

tat all fer yesterda

tdae aft skool went home straight..

the weather is so damn hot like fire..

i wonder hw will hell be more hotter..

hopefully i wont go to hell ehk..

ceh mcm phm lar aku nie..

huahua

though of sleeping tpy syg kol so talk to him n chat

he tell me abt something tat im doing wrong..

thnks syg

i noe i shouldn't follow my emotion so much

ard 7 met syg at ut..

sorie syg i was late bcause i fall asleep..

spent time wif him..

im hapi get to hug him as i realli miss him aft so long nvr meet

den ard fetch mama home and here im updating e blog

to someone special in my life

idk lar i just can't get long wif tis person animore like i use to be..

we alwaes spent timetogether bt nw no longer..

mayb it was my fault..

you may be thinking tat i alwaes too busy wif my syg..

actuali to specific i oni spent my free time wif him and tat oni like once or twice in a week i meet him or even we didnt me fer a long time(1 mnth)

i was too bz wif my school and study

as i had to prepare nw or start to take my thing and study in skool seriously as my N-level will be less then a year and my result rite nw is "sucks"

i alwaes spent most of my free time wif syg bcause of a reason..

if you wish to noe u cn ask me personally

its nt tat i ignore u or wat..

its nt tat wen i nid u i find u

im sorie if some of my werd or character tats hurt u

pls i dun wish to fall a part wif u..

i love u so much

i miss e past

i hope u reading tis post

i promise wen im settle wif all my things i wil spent my time wif u,family and syg

i nid tis 3 person in my life without them idk wat will happen to me..

i hope u understand my condition yarh